WoW! 9 months

WoW! 9 Months already? The time sure does fly. it does not seem like that long ago
that we were talking again.Never in a million years did I envision this to be like
this. In Many ways, this was a melding of 2 different dreams. 1, the dreams I had as
a young teenager about what I hoped it would be like. in my silly naivety, my dreams
were pretty simple.I wished someone that shared the same things that I liked, had
the same sort of intellect I did, someone i would be attracted to, and someone to be
with me through the ages. The second Part is the culmination of of the both, the
second being as Master. I decided where as I love being a master, I wished an
intelligent girl that would be selfless in her actions and actually love me. someone
I could have feelings for, not just some mindless servant. so thus, the combination
of both.I had began to wonder if such a combination was possible, I am happy to
announce it is *smiles*.The girl never ceases to amaze me. I have a tendency at
times to make obscure references, as well as does she. What amazes me is most of the
time, we both get it. To me, that is quite a rarity. I find my self grinning when I
am away from her and I use an expression she uses without thinking about it. It is
this huge goofy grin that I am sure comes through on the phone, but in many ways it
is good. The reason being is we are supposed to be friendly anyway. When something is
wrong, I find it affects me too! My heart breaks when I have to go back to work. I
know that sounds crazy, but I actually just love being around her. Perhaps that is
why her comments about me getting rid of her disturb me so much. Does she not see to
do so would destroy me too? Hell, I feel lost without her as it is now. I still have
to figure out what the hell I am going to do about that. Hmm Perhaps an Idea. Yahoo!
no, not entirely the same, but it would be the best I could do. I just wish sometimes
I could help her more. Sadly, at times there is only so much I can do. Moving to Wow, I am very happy there too. What guy would not wish the best of both
worlds? I Know I have that, My love plays wow with me. Our guild is currently at 94
people. That number I find truly starling. Now you may wish to ask why I find such a
number startling? this guild was never intended to be anything more then storage. But
now, low and behold, I would dare say we have beginnings of a tight knit raiding
guild. I never foresaw that to ever happen, nor had I ever wished it, but I can
honestly say I like it a lot. It does seem to be a friendly raiding guild, again the
best of both worlds. Funny thing is, with as much as I have learned at caremark, it
has taught me to be even more of a people person then I already was. A strange
feeling, but i would like to think that my passion shines through in my customer
service experience, as well as guild leader. Who knows? perhaps I have charisma?
Anyway, my loves dedication to me has blossomed and is doing well. My birth day has been on my mind lately, and mortality in general, both of my
mother and my own. I will be 36 on the 27th, and my mother just turned 69. Oddly
enough, even though I would consider my mother as old next year, I do not truly.
Maybe because when I was growing up, old people acted old. They were not spry or
active. My mother is bad at remembering her age.. I blame what she calls as "early
onset Alzheimer's" lol. She is wonderful, sadly though, I know I will lose her in
the next 30 years.. a long time, but then all I will have is my love. The family line
ends with me. That said, by the time I get old enough to pass, they will have the
technology to regress the body. Maybe we could live forever! lol as long as I have my aylen, I will be ok :)

Until next time,


Nyy